Tag: Understanding

  • If I want free, I must forgive

    If I want free, I must forgive

    It is hard to need someone who is gone. Need someone who was never there. Either by reason of their own or a power greater, couldn’t be there as you needed them to be. Being angry, releasing the guilt, and freeing myself from my mother includes reconizing how much I…

  • If there is no I, I’ll find peace with that as well

    If there is no I, I’ll find peace with that as well

    As of recent, I’ve been thinking a lot about self. When bad things happen, I often lose myself. I am preoccupied by fear. Too burdened by survival to live. But once I begin to slow, once I regain control, another concern takes hold. A fear of self. The weight of…