I took some time. I wasn’t planning to be gone for so long, but getting away felt too nice. My life is fully in my own hands; I reignited an agency I lost so long ago. I am ready to take action. Much can still go wrong, but I’m done assuming there is no way out. I booked with a specialist. Steps are being taken to assure myself a future unweighted.
I am grateful I started this. When I said I would give this until spring, I was certain that nothing would change. A fruitless attempt. But it has. I am new. By my hands alone. And once I am cared for, I believe I can begin to truly care for others. No more hiding. I am my own deliverance. And you are yours.